So Just Leave, Let's just Breathe.

Hmm.. Well 2 more days left this week. And they are both half days. Except I found out yesterday I have to work thurs, fri, sat, and sun. All from like 11-3. Blahh, oh well the only 9 hour day I have is on saturday from 10-7. Which my legs killed last time I had that. But yeah, I work at the Burger King in rockford! haha. Incase you didnt know. yep, laugh it up, I did too.

Today has been a pretty good day so far though, Im sitting in sixth hour. We had to do a final exam project on a power point, but Im just good like that and got it all done two days ago. So I pretty much have nothing to do. I cant go on myspace because the school has it blocked...blahh. Other than that, Im going to Kara's after school. Were probably going to work on our math study guide packets. I dont even have half of it done, and there are like 12 pages. But the funny thing is, its all multiple choice and its a "credit or no credit" so you could circle any answer you want and it would basically be right. Awesome huh? yep.

But as of now, Im listening to my favorite band on my ipod. lol...waiting for it to die actually,  because there is barely any battery left. I wish I had a cd player again. Maybe I'll ask for one for my birthday, oh yeah..thats in....21 days? I think. I just counted on my fingers. lol..but yeah. Have a good rest of the day. <3 I will try to also.

Midnight Highway.

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass.
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away.
Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
Autumn's amber red shadows dance.
I miss our midnight rides, on highway 18,
18 is gone.

So go past the lights and all the excuses.
You could have left, sincerely yours.
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
But anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away,
So you never realize, I'm here.

I'm thinking of your vague reply,
So I can understand,
Why we put this at rest,
Why we forget to,
Say that we were leaving,
And say that we were sorry,
The past remains unspoken,
As this vacant night is dying.

But I still miss your summer perfume.
This cold air brings in such a distance to us,
Such a painful distance.
But I'm still waiting for you to say, you hate me now,
So I don't have too.
Hold on to this burning heart,
This burning heart is getting old,
It's getting old.
While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized, I've finally realized,
That you were never,
You were never meant, for me.

-Daphne Loves Derby

Not Good.